All my life, I have bristled whenever anyone tries to order me around. I cannot seem to avert my initial knee-jerk resistance. I’ve warned bosses about it, begging them to ignore my immediate reaction and give me a chance to … Continue reading
Category Archives: Crisis of Confidence
Where Did 2015 Go?
My father died a year ago, in February 2015. I was in Nederland, Colorado until April, then returned home to Fairbanks, Alaska. After almost two years away, moving back in has been an ongoing challenge. I still have a few … Continue reading
I Taught My 1st Official Numerology Class!!
Today is my son’s 30th birthday. His friends are in charge of his celebration. He and his girlfriend are curling tonight, and some of his friends will be there, raising a beer (or two). I joined them at the curling … Continue reading
Two Walking Meditations in a Labyrinth
Who knew Fairbanks would have a nice labyrinth? It is not advertised, so I will not publicize its location. However, it is not really a secret either; so I can walk it when I like. And I like. I first … Continue reading
Neophyte’s Guide to Numerology & Tarot (v1.0)
Well, the day finally arrived to test my first version of the numerology course with tarot accents. I prepared ten folders full of handouts, both reference materials and worksheets. I set up my big pocket chart full of the Universal … Continue reading
New Understanding of My Fears Through Astrology
To repeat the first paragraph from my last, related post: On my first full day in Colorado, my sister Kathy and I went to Boulder for different healing sessions. First I went to visit my dream-group friend DeeDee for a … Continue reading
New Understanding of My Fears Through Pendulum Testing
On my first full day back in Colorado, my sister Kathy and I went to Boulder for different healing sessions. First I went to visit my dream-group friend DeeDee for a foot-reflexology treatment, then to Kathy’s boss for a “subtle-energies” … Continue reading
Researching Fear & Disarming It
My crisis of confidence has two issues: (1) WHY to focus on my own inner self and development is important to the community, justifying all my time and effort, and (2) HOW to cope with my fear of being so … Continue reading
Coping with Crisis of Confidence–Taking Baby Steps
For two months, ever since I came home to Fairbanks from Colorado, I have been very nervous about forsaking my respectable social comfort-zone as reading tutor and political activist and “coming out” as an intuitive-in-the-making, specialty unknown. However, I am … Continue reading
Astrological-Spread TAROT Reading for my Birthday
For my 61st birthday, I did one of my rare tarot readings. (One of my first posts was about another I did for New Years 2015.) I used the tarot deck my sister gave me for my birthday last year, … Continue reading