I have been in a continual crisis of confidence for weeks. For therapy, I have been listening to some favorite audiobooks and attended a motivational lecture. The problem is with my ego and/or my wounded inner child. I am irrationally … Continue reading
I May Become an Instructor for Taoist Tai Chi Society–YAY!
Since I came home, one of my top priorities has been tai chi. In Colorado, I had to drive over an hour to get to class in Denver, which is pretty hair-raising for this small-town woman. So I only went once … Continue reading
Dream: Repainting a Public Room
I had this dream yesterday morning, before the neighborhood tea. When I awoke, I thought the dream was telling me to slow down and prepare better before launching my upgraded persona onto my old, unsuspecting community. Therefore, during my main … Continue reading
Why Study the Subconscious or Inner Self?
The nearby neighbor with whom I reconnected at the spring tea this morning wanted to know what I am up to nowadays. She was interested in the numerology course I plan to lead in the fall. (Everyone seems to be, … Continue reading
Neighborhood’s 4th Annual Spring Tea
My neighbors, Cerena and Shawna, hosted their fourth annual spring tea for the neighborhood women. Everyone comes if at all possible because Cerena and Shawna provide such a warm and lovely ambiance promoting relaxation and neighborliness. It is a morning … Continue reading
My SELF Is Not my Stuff
Yesterday, I was surprisingly happy to see my 16 boxes and some furniture taken away for shipping home to Fairbanks. The $5,320 price was a shock. But, hey, that feels like my life—cheap at twice the price, in my mind, … Continue reading
Dad’s Closet and Drawers
Today my brother Geoff is starting his “vacation” from work to help prepare for the estate sale. He is our computer resource, familiar with researching prices and selling through eBay and Craig’s List. Today, though, he is concentrating on clearing … Continue reading
Start Sorting Dad’s Bookshelves
I slept in, had a relaxed morning, then spent four hours sorting the mixed items on one wall of bookshelves. I actually enjoyed myself. There was artwork from Japan, technical books and files from past jobs, art school textbooks (wow!), … Continue reading
Anxiety Attack
After that exhausting workshop, I had a leisurely day, aah, sleeping in, showering, and enjoying my lovely hotel room a bit. I caught up with email and Facebook, after a break of almost three days. That helped me transition back … Continue reading
Day 2 of “Finding Your True Self”
After an hour of invigorating SunDo exercises, Ray and I read each other’s autobiography out loud to each other. We had each written our own last night so knew the material well. However, listening to it in the third person … Continue reading